QUEUING IN HEAVEN


QUEUING IN HEAVEN


Can we choose where we sit
At the eternal church lunch
In that great house of heaven?
Do we have to share a room? 
Could it be โ€ฆ dormitories!

What music will there be?
What if itโ€™s country
With a worship leader.
Shall we wear fixed smiles
Through eternal centuries
Playing games to pass the time?

What happens if you are
A private person?

Will there be queues
To meet our heroes
While others stand in lonely corners
Whistling a quiet tune 
Looking at their shoes?

Shall I sit on the dunceโ€™s chair 
As befits my dotted line of faith
While passers-by 
With hooded eyes and doubtful lips
Assess my long-stay permit application

Wait. This is hell.
Or else a church weekend away.

In heaven, 
The lines of weak and strong
Break in confusion at the thought of God
Before a limitless horizon.

THE CRY – LE CRI : A CHRISTMAS POEM (kind of)


THE CRY – Christmas poem


We struggle through life
Dragging carrier bags
Heavy with what we know 
But once a year we dream
That the world stops running
Its habitual course
Just long enough 
For God to put in
An appearance

But in our city streets
Everpresent neons bling and hoot
As the wind blows
Newspaper around our ankles
Weighted with words of 
All we canโ€™t put right
With our clinical knives and surgical gloves
Under the lamp of our 
Great belief in ourselves 

Hate hisses and swells across the world
Meanwhile, hot air escapes 
From bankers and wise men
While love is just a heart 
Scratched between two names 
On a toilet door

God, in all this ?
We look for him
In some sweet imagined silent night
Snow dulling the worldโ€™s noise
Angel voices ever singing
Peace in a plastic 
Snowstorm bubble 
Village church scene

But the cry of the newborn child
Deep gasp fighting for life
Shout of protest on entering this world
And at the status quo
Of what we think we know
Doesnโ€™t wait for the dream
But cuts across time

The cry that guides us
Never leaves us
Calls, through the real
Of the then, the now
And the will be
Bullshits the fiction
And fills our lungs in turn
With clean air

 

LE CRI – poรจme de Noรซl


La vie nous encombre de
Sacs de courses
Chargรฉs de notre sagesse acquise
Or une fois par an nous rรชvons
Que le monde arrรชte 
Son cours habituel
Juste le temps que Dieu 
Fasse son entrรฉe 
Eclair

Mais dans nos villes
Sous lโ€™รฉternel nรฉon, clinquant, criard 
Le vent envoie contre nos jambes
Du papier journal
Lourd de paroles annonรงant
Les maux que nous ne pouvons soulager
Avec scalpel et gants chirurgicaux
Sous la lampe de notre grande
Confiance en nous-mรชmes

La haine siffle, gonfle ร  travers le monde
Alors que banquiers et sages
Ne brassent que du vent
Et lโ€™amour se cantonne en un cล“ur 
Taguรฉ entre deux noms
Sur la porte des chiottes (pc WC)

Dieu dans tout รงa ?
Nous lโ€™attendons ailleurs
Dans une quelconque nuit 
Douce, silencieuse, imaginaire
Oรน la neige attรฉnue le bruit terrestre
Et les anges dans nos campagnes 
Chantent la paix au village
Dans une boule ร  neige en plastique

Mais le cri du nouveau-nรฉ
Qui se bat pour respirer 
Lance sa protestation
Dรจs son entrรฉe dans ce monde
Contre le statut quo
De ce que nous croyons savoir
Et nโ€™attend pas le rรชve
Pour transpercer le temps

Ce cri qui nous guide
Ne nous quitte plus
Appelle, au cล“ur du vrai
Dans ce qui รฉtait, qui est, et qui sera
Fait taire le pipeau
Et remplit enfin nos poumons
Dโ€™un air pur


THE LINE – LA LIGNE

VIdeo – Noรฉmie Daval – reader John Featherstone


Vertical line wafer-cotton-thin
Top to bottom, heaven to earth
Perfection drawing down to gravity

Pure line cuts through messed-up years
Soul-tearing conflicts, each sideโ€™s tug of war
Pulling to displace it, transform it, own it
Thread-bare it out of all recognition
In order to occupy the centre ground

But this plumbline across which the pendulum swings
The pivotal point of Every Thing
Continues its course
Through every nightmare of human emotion

The scream, the fury, the nourished resentment
Of the woman whose mind has got lost in her life
Soiling herself as she hits out at cars
The power-crazed, feeding on the hearts of others
Childrenโ€™s voices silenced by a real gun
Or made adult too soon, souls sold for cash

The homeless washing t-shirts in a Paris drain
Pride strutting down the sidewalk in smoked-glass shades
The complacent me-dom of righteous indifference
Its scrapheaps of privilege
Paradise to the scavenger
The misplaced hope in fairy tales
The disappointment in reality

Pinned out on a slab with nails between this point and that
Left to be picked at by crows
This divine line takes the electric charge
Of the death-row chair
Full on
Racked by the voltage from our killing fields

3 days of nothing

Before the line resumes where it left off
Regains its purity of form and becomes
The heartbeat underpinning the world, for ever

Vidรฉo – Noรฉmie Daval – lecteur John Featherstone


Verticale, tรฉnue, filament
Haut en bas, ciel ร  terre
Perfection rencontre gravitรฉ

La ligne pure traverse les annรฉes ratรฉes
Les conflits ravageurs qui fendent lโ€™รขme
Chacun tirant ร  la corde pour sโ€™emparer du fil
Le transformer, dรฉnaturer, รฉlimer
Jusquโ€™ร  le rendre mรฉconnaissable
Afin dโ€™occuper la place centrale
Et la balance oscille dโ€™un cรดtรฉ, de lโ€™autre
De ce fil ร  plomb
Pivot de Toutes Choses
Qui suit son cours
A travers chaque cauchemar de lโ€™รฉmotion humaine
Le cri, la fureur, lโ€™amertume nourrie,
De la femme dont la vie a dรฉtruit la raison
Qui se souille alors quโ€™elle tabasse les voitures
Lโ€™affamรฉ de pouvoir, qui se goinfre de cล“urs
Les voix dโ€™enfants tues par un vrai fusil
Adultes prรฉcoces, รขmes vendues pour le fric

Les sans-abris qui lavent leur linge dans un รฉgout parisien
Lโ€™orgueil qui se pavane sur les Boulevards derriรจre ses verres tintรฉs
Le moi-roi qui se suffit ร  lui-mรชme dans son indiffรฉrence vertueuse
Les ordures du privilรจge, paradis de lโ€™affamรฉ
Lโ€™espรฉrance mal placรฉe dans les comptes de fรฉe
La dรฉception du rรฉel โ€ฆ
Tendue sur une planche, clous รงa et lร 
Abandonnรฉe aux rapaces
Cette ligne divine reรงoit la charge รฉlectrique
De la chaise du couloir de la mort
de plein fouet
Tenaillรฉe par le voltage de nos charniers
Trois jours sans rien

โ€ฆ or la ligne reprend
Retrouve sa puretรฉ de forme et devient
Le battement de cล“ur qui soutient le monde, ร  jamais

GYM STUDIO


GYM STUDIO WORLD


Shrink, priest
And confessor
The gym coach listens
In muscular manner

โ€˜And he said and I said
Too much to bear
No-go relationship
Then thereโ€™s my bossโ€™ 
Machines pound
An hour of energy and sweat
Just to stay on one spot
Maintain the status quo

Radio adverts play
Padded child car seats
Only the best for you and yours
Protection guaranteed

Meanwhile
In another world
The children play 
With landmines

Under the proud eyes
Of a Paris shopfront
Kids, chips, rugs, dogs
Tumble on a mattress 
Paper cup out for coin

Turning billboards 
Show the limits of our dreams
Two-time dating
Perfect bodies in sleek cars
Cruise down champagne rivers
Under the gilt stars of a chandelier

The flagpoles of our culture
Rattle empty in the wind
While the god born through its navel
Appears on every screen
Grinning empty blessings
From the filmscript of its mind

Weaving foolsโ€™ gold 
We make nests in the ruins 
Sing sweet lullabyes
While the eye of a storm
Wipes a world away

MEMORY


MEMORY – the decreation


The person she thought that she was
Is unravelled by time

The seams of her body
The paths of her mind

The reasoning tongue
Now forked

All certainty gone
The fabric of dreams and of life
Full of holes

Thoughts flicker and swim
Down dim corridors
Collide

Search alien rooms 
For half-open doors
To throw in some light 

On who sits in her chair 
And the shoes that donโ€™t seem
To be hers

Maybe someone out there 
Who sewed stars on the night 
Knows her name

LIGHT


LIGHT


Light fractures
On entering earth
Has a hard job
Staying whole
On hitting 
The atmosphere

Diffused shards
Give partial sight
Fractions of the whole
Fragment of certainty
We stand on 
In the world

Refracted rays
Negated
When closed in human fists
So, empty handed
We fabricate
What we cannot own

How best reflect
Subtle shades of
Liquid light
Infinite prism?

We come up with
The neon