ELUSIVE


ELUSIVE


Peace falls like a leaf 
On a drifting stream 
The continuo drone of bees 
Underpins the pigeons murmuring 
In a tempo they only understand
Unfinished intermittent cycles 
Without end or beginning 
While the chaffinch sings

And the clock slows
The metronome falls out of time
No longer controls
The heart-rate’s agenda 
Stubborn joints unfurl
Warring voices meet and merge
And quieten together
In sudden self-knowledge
Before such grace

The anger that barks at the gates
Is beyond earshot
The heaviness of grievance 
Dispersed, like ashes
Irrelevant on the wind 
All things seem possible
As we listen to life breathing

If the moment 
Could only be preserved 
Boxed in a treasure chest
Transported 
To the future places of failure 
We will no doubt inhabit
Opened, and released
To be relived 

Or multiplied to infinity
Conserved and wrapped 
Dropped by carrier pigeon
On conflict zones
Throughout the world
Putting a halt to madness

But embalmed
It would grow rigid
Shelved in a casket 
Gathering dust
In someone else’s
Thought museum 

The calm must pass
We must return to disappointing noise
The contradictions and addictions 
That tear the heart
Soundbites telling us 
To what extent our earth is sick
Through our own making
And how some lives are just
Unbearable beyond belief

But peace fell
The truth of that one moment
Absorbed under the skin 
Becomes a subterranean stream
That irrigates the soul’s resistance
Across the desert 
Until the next oasis